I am bouncing off the wall this week! Between the Virginia Beach Rock n Roll Half Marathon this week, a great friend coming into town to run the race with me, tearing apart the house cleaning, and really starting to study for my Personal Trainer class.
First off, I am on a new book in my Ace Fitness Personal Training and just DEFINITIONS is 15 pages!! 15 PAGES! I am completely feeling overwhelmed right now, but I am going to break it up and learn it! It’s all muscles, and body systems but I feel working in the hospital as helped me a little bit more then if I was starting from scratch.
Second, I am scared to death about the half marathon this weekend. It’s my first race since hurting myself in May, and I am just worried that I will hurt myself while out on the course. I am lucky that my chiropractor is going to be at the event and he is going to be taping up both my knees & my compression pants will help. There is just a little voice in the back of my head is still talking *you are going to get hurt*
Third, while my friend is in town I have to work, it’s only four hours, but still not cool. If it was an important job, where I was a leader and people looked to me I would be okay with working. Currently I feel like my job is fluff, and it doesn’t matter if I am there or not. Do I feel like the patients care if I am there or not, yes some of them do, do other… I feel sometimes not at all.
Thank you for my crazy thoughts! Now off to study!